[POETRY] CRUSH
He was my crush I always played an alternate reality where we were both in love and happy.
I was damn crazy about him couldn't get him off my mind even before you ever thought of looking my way I had already known, even though we never talked I felt like I knew you all.
I kept on stealing glances at you but you never noticed me.
I always made sure I sat close to you at every chance I got so I could drown myself in your elegance, I always sought for your face in every crowd.
I was that girl at the corner who was always craving for you. I tried letting go of you even when I knew you where never mine to begin with.
Things where getting serious most times I found myself day dreaming about I saw you in everyone, when I laid down doing nothing thoughts of you always crept into my heart.
I kept on contemplating if I should man up and tell you how I feel about you but I couldn't I Was so scared of you rejecting me.
The day you smiled at me for the first time I felt like I died a thousand blissful death.
You smile became my drug and addiction. You wet my life support machine.
I got the courage to tell you how I felt so I got his contact and sent him this word "am in love with you" he read but never replied I felt like a fool my world was torn apart but in all I was satisfied knowing I let him know how I felt about him.
- Adepoju Joy Sidikatu
(adepojuebunomolayo@gmail.com)
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